off the map 1.3

posted by codi bennett , Nov 7, 2011

cadre academy: brought to you by risk
In September we welcomed a new class of Cadre Students; the team immediately hit the ground running with classes, ministries, events and diving into relationships.  Every year I’m amazed how quickly the students step into their new roles and each class takes on a new identity of their own.  Each year at Orientation I look across the sea of faces as the students circle their necks with the new Cadre lanyard - remembering, I too once donned that lanyard in anticipation and expectancy.  It’s a great risk stepping away from your parents umbrella and going beyond the expected norm of community college or a state school and opening yourself up to new possibilities and new people.  Shaking hands with the unknown can be quite intimidating.
I smile as I remember my own memories knowing these students are embarking on an unforgettable journey of adventure and laughter, transformation and tears, companionship and challenge, struggle and victory.  I’m immensely proud of these students for taking the leap and trusting God with this phase of their life.  They will undoubtedly never forget these moments, friendships, and landmark experiences with the Lord.
Several years ago, while traveling in Thailand, I was told a story by a local pastor.  It begins hundreds of years ago with a struggle between two nations.  Burma and Thailand, if I remember correctly.  The two countries were in a dispute over a certain mass of land.  The King of Thailand suggested they hold a competition to settle the conflict; whichever country returned victorious from the competition would secure the land.  At that point in History Burma was especially well known for it’s pearl divers and confidently knowing such, the King of Burma advised they hold a competition for whoever could stay under the ocean waters the longest.
The Thai King accepted.
The King of Burma searched his country for the most esteemed pearl diver who was sure to hold his breath the longest and fortify Burma’s probability to take the land and increase the size of their nation and likely gain more power.
Upon the day of the ‘match’ each country showed up with a great multitude of supporters in hopes to see which country would take home victory.  The Burma King proudly announced their acclaimed diver and championed him as the best.  The Thai supporters were curious who their King had chosen to represent their nation, knowing full-well that the Burmese diver had the odds stacked in his favor.  As eyes turned to the King of Thailand to present his diver he turned behind himself and pointed to an unnamed and previously undetermined bystander and casually said, “You'll do”.  Both nations gasped with astonishment and the Thai King held confidently his gaze, convinced of his election.
The divers were led to the shores and the countdown began.  Upon the gunfire, the two men; one confident and determined, the other confused but willing, dove into the deep blue waters.  The crowd gathered as the timer began to tick.  With each passing minute the eyes drew closer on the waters wondering which diver would crest the blue canvas first, handing triumph to the other country.
One minute.
Two minutes.
Three minutes.
No movement on the water.
Four minutes.
Five minutes.
The men were still under.
Six minutes.
Seven minutes.
Eight minutes.
The onlookers could not believe a human could hold one’s breath so long.
Nine minutes.
The crowd grew impressed with the rookie Thai man who had no diving experience.
Ten minutes.
The waters were yet still.
Eleven minutes.
A man appeared.  He struggled to swim ashore.  Men raced out to drag him to the beach, curious to see which diver it was.
The man stood to his feet and was distinctly identified as the Burmese diver, previously favored to win.  Both nations were in shock.  The untrained Thai had outlasted the esteemed Burmese.
The eyes of all witnesses turned back towards the blue waves - waiting in expectation for the Thai man to break the water’s surface.
Twelve Minutes.
Thirteen Minutes.
Fourteen Minutes.
Fifteen Minutes.
The crowd began to murmur.
Twenty Minutes.
Thirty Minutes.
One Hour.
An audience of both nations continued to count the hours throughout the night.  Upon the 24-hour milestone the victory was handed to the nation of Thailand and the Kingdom rejoiced.  
The Thai man never surfaced.
The Thai King and his loyal subject understood the value of risk and sacrifice.  Sometimes we have to be willing to jump into unknown waters without expertise on our side, knowing the risk is worth the gain.  That day Thailand gained great territory because of the willingness of one man to honor His King - even when He didn’t understand.  I discovered a quote which I thought aptly fit this account of history:
“Man cannot discover new oceans unless he has the courage to lose sight of the shore” -Andre Gide
I know there are several areas in my life where the Lord has challenged me likewise.  I’m quite fond of control and being able to calculate the outcome of my choices brings me comfort.  However, I have learned the less willing I am to take risks and make sacrifice the more I tie the Lord’s hand to show up in my favor.
Where do you stand?  Do you embrace risk and the unknown or hold close to control, as I tend to?  Has an unresolved fear or the unpredictability of life imprisoned you with a ‘formula’ for life?  May the Thai King and these Cadre students embolden you to risk big.
May I gently remind us all, without great risk there is seldom great gain.


-cjb-

off the map 1.2

posted by codi bennett , Nov 5, 2011

baby #4: brought to you by marriage
proud mama with ultrasound pic
As stated earlier - in August we discovered we were pregnant.  Of course we are incredibly thankful to God for His will and new creation in my body.  To be honest - in that moment of discovery - my attitude did not reflect thankfulness.  I was somewhat panic-stricken at the thought of having 4 children in 5 years - That’s 4 children, age 5 and under.  I mean - how is that even possible!?  I must admit I had a season of distress while I couldn’t understand why the Lord would choose to hand us this situation at a time that seemed so inappropriate.

Secretly and selfishly I was unsettled and arrogantly suggested to the Lord the timing was off.  I didn’t feel ready to be a mother of 4.  Financially, it seemed like the worst possible time to take on the expense of another life.  I thought James would be particularly upset to receive the news, and most of all - my altruistic [insert sarcasm] self just didn’t want to be pregnant again...right now anyway.
In spite of my uncertainty, I told Mr. Bennett the momentous news and immediately broke down into tears...actually, I believe the tears preceded my words.  In my expectation of James to be wolverine-ish in response; he was astonishingly calm and comforting.  He reassured me it was God’s timing and His provision would cover us.  He affirmed the Lord’s sovereignty in this situation and our family.  He’s just solid like that.  I, conversely, continued to sob - knowing he was right but honestly still facing the reality of it.  
I’ve now joyfully accepted and embraced my 4th pregnancy and anticipate the arrival of baby #4.  I’m due April 22 so at this point I’m roughly 16 weeks and have definitely ‘popped.'  For some reason I show quickly and it tends to be rather obvious that I’m pregnant.  Maybe I’ll try to include some progress photos of my ‘bump’.  Maybe.
-cjb-

off the map 1.1

posted by codi bennett , Nov 2, 2011

marriage: brought to you by the Holy Spirit

On August 24 2011 Mr.Bennett and I celebrated 9 years of marriage.  hooray!  Of course I’m thankful for my husband - I can definitely attribute 9 successful and God-honoring years of wedded brilliance to him.  However - much more so I know it has nothing to do with him - or I, but the decision to surrender our relationship to the Holy Spirit.  I seriously cannot fathom how marriages survive without Him.  I know ours wouldn’t.  Granted I accept that not every individual has the personalities that coincide with that of James and I, nonetheless, there’s no doubt our marriage would collapse on our skillfullness alone. 
This last week we were gifted with a new book on the Holy Spirit and I’m charged up to dive into it - I’m sure it will be a great look into who the Holy Spirit is and how effective and integral He must be in order for us to live life to the full as stated in John 10:10.  I encourage you to dive into the Word and learn more about the Holy Spirit.  Pick up Robert Morris’ book and educate yourself on who He is.  And most importantly, seek Him.  The Holy Spirit is a gentleman and as such, will not be controlling or forceful.  He patiently waits on us to make the first move.  Respond in a way that demonstrates James 4:8. “Come near to God and He will come near to you.
L->R: YoungBennett, KenJorgenson, ChristopherBeard, TedGates, BenGates, AndrewSchmidt, JamesBennett,CodiBennett, RandiGleason, ShelleyStephenson, MhariTurner, CristeeTesta,PaigeEgan, LauraDavis. front: JedPolk, SamanthaStephenson, DesireeStephenson
-cjb-